How do I sit here and pretend. Pretend like I don't love her. Like we can be just friends. Like I can survive without kissing her lips, holding her hand, having my arms around her... Are the emotions the same with her? I may never know. But i need to know. But I am scared. I can't just do it, i might get the wrong reaction, it might ruin our friendship. We are so close. Is she dropping hints, is she not. I need to know. I need her, i can't just hide my feelings for her though. The need for her is fierce, is it the same for her? Scream!!!!!!!!!